From my diary - 4/18/07
I've found out my scale is 2.5-3.5 less than what it reads! YAY! Today I had my follow-up appointment, where I was going to have a pap, and discuss my lab results from the tests that Dr. Jan ordered for me a couple of weeks ago. The nurse seemed concerned that I'd lost 6 pounds in a couple of weeks, but didn't say anything.
I had a routine urinalysis to start off the appt. Within a few minutes of sending off my piss, Dr. Jan was in the exam room, freaking out asking me why I never got the labs done that she ordered, and ranting on how she needed those results because I had excessive ketones in my urine. Ketosis. Yay another medical ailment to add to my growing list.
Then began the diagnosing questions and I just shrug my shoulders. We went on with the pap, but I could tell she was still racking her brain even though she was quiet.
My presumption was correct when she brought up the subject again. She was so concerned and repeated about how I was in a dangerous place right now. Part of me liked someone caring about me. It felt good to have someone be concerned. But yet, I was really embarrassed.
I felt bad for her. She was trying to help me.
I finally let her know that I've struggled with eating issues in the past. I'm such a wimp! I can't even say that I currently do! But she asks if I still am. I tell her yes. She then scheduled another appt with me, gave me the lab orders again, and set me up with a psychologist named Lisa.
I'm not going though.
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