But with that pull comes coldness, shame, embarrassment, sickness, pain, discomfort, loss of control, loss of friendship...
...loss of life.
It's a choice that has to be made everyday, every hour, every minute in recovery as we go with the ebb and flow of life.
What are you choosing today?
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I have the same tendencies and it IS a daily desicion. Not easy and I don't always choose wisely. But for the most part I am doing pretty well. I just started my second blog. The first was a proana blog. I had almost 100 followers. But I realized that I wasn't just hurting myself. I was hurting anyone who viewed it. I since deleted that blog and now have one dedicated to recovery. not quite like yours (which is far better) but I talk about my daily struggles and accomplishments. It's still a work in progress, just like me!
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