I wrote a little ways back about how I was still occsionally purging. I felt awful about it. This child in me is so loved and so wanted already. I just had to be done.
It came to the point where I had to decide if my weight or my child's health was more importnant. I am choosing the latter.
No matter how much weight I gain, I cannot purge, restrict, over-exercise, take laxatives or diet pills, smoke, or use any other means to control my weight while I'm pregnant.
What makes my weight more important than my child's life?
Nothing.
I'm DONE purging. I hope to God that I never to it again.
I love my baby. I want to love my body too.
