Since having my baby, I'm having a hard time keeping weight on. And to think, I was worried about losing all the baby weight!
I'm breastfeeding, which has made the weight melt right off, but it's getting to the point where it's almost triggering. I'm almost at the weight that I was when I got pregnant (which I gained to in order to have a period), but I've tried hard to stay 5 pounds heavier than that. But my body just isn't letting me.
I know this isn't my usual weight, but I just can't help it. I've always had a kick ass metabolism, but this is unreal. I eat all day long, and fatty foods too. Spoonfuls of peanut or almond butter, cream on my cereal and coffee, coconut oil or butter on everything, tons of carbs and proteins. I never imagined I would eat this way.
But don't be fooled. It's still a choice every time I am hungry. I know that I could lessen my calories and lose weight, but it would be in the wrong heart.
For now, I will enjoy and keep fighting!
